Michael Adams
- Sep 6, 2021
- 3 min read

Rock Bottom

I am Mr. Michael Adams

I am a depression and PTSD survivor

Former Addict of narcotics and alcohol

Borderline Atheist

Found God through a spiritual awakening

Now Entrepreneur

Here to serve humanity

December 13th, 2016

Spiritual Awakening

Long story short after doubting and mocking God to present himself to me – Seek and you shall find – God slapped the back of my head and showed me just who He was (Separate story).

Harsh Self-Realization

Confused for months after (still on drugs and not eating).

Now fast forward a few months. I’m still on drugs, but I 100% believe in God with no doubts now. I’m trying to make sense of everything in my life. As I was brushing my teeth late at night, I passed out and broke my nose. I woke up in a puddle of my own blood, very confused and not knowing what to do.

I thought I was attacked at first, I could not get up, I was so weak from losing so much blood. My birds were screaming as they were scared. I will be honest; I was scared too. I thought I was dying, I really, really thought I was dying.

I did not want to call the police or an ambulance. I was too scared to. So, I called my friends (My friends will help me, I thought to myself)

One by one I dialed and texted people (it was late at night)

One was too far away and out of town,

Some people laughed at me

Some didn’t return my call for a week (acting like it was no big deal)

Basically, what this broke down to was:

The harsh Self-Realization was that I have made a lot of mistakes in my life and that very few people cared that I was dying. I never spoke to many of them again after that day.

There was only a very small select few who were really concerned about me. (These are my best friends for life now)

Abandon My Life

Fast forward a few months later. I abandoned my life, every aspect of my life!

I got off drugs and started my life over, from friends to my speech, to what I view, and who I associate with.

This entire journey has been VERY conscious every step of the way. For I know I am a miracle after getting off heroin and meth, and pharmaceutical medications. (back-to-back)

I got off drugs 6 months later, after passing out and breaking my nose. I have not looked back since.

I am here to help the world recover and heal their mindset; this is my life mission I am dedicating myself to. How can I not, after being shown by God, what He showed me?!

What I am on right now is a conscious

7 year reprogram of the subconscious mind

To step out the matrix and into my higher self

(Documenting my journey for others who suffer in silence – creating a secret path out of their own Hell)

(“Be the change you want to see in the world” – Mahatma Gandhi)

Part 1

Phase 1:

Spiritual Awakening – Separate story of its own (complete)

Phase 2:

Harsh Self-Realization (complete)

Phase 3:

Abandon My Life – Separate story of its own (complete)